Wednesday, October 31, 2007

OUT....again!

Where do I even begin? Once again the shock and disappointment of good ole AF showed up!! Right on time, right on schedule. UnBeLiEvAbLe! I was so sure this time. Things were different. Not just "symptoms", but just that "I know I'm pregnant" feeling. Wrong.

Still some weirdness going on. First, I had bad AF cramps for DAYS before she showed...that has never happened before! Second, I always have a 5 day cycle and this time it was only 3 days! That's it. 3 days! That's never happened. I've taken 5 HPT's and their all BFN's. ??? Throw into the mix that I came down with Strep and ended up at the ER yesterday! I'm feeling better today, but that's all I needed on top of AF showing up Saturday!!!!!

And then, as if that wasn't enough, I find out Sunday that my one cousin who has a one year old is pregant again!!! This is the one that said over and over again that she does NOT want another baby that she cannot afford!! Guess she didn't realize what caused the first one!!

In case you haven't noticed, it's been a rough week. So I'll stop now before this gets any uglier. As for TTC, guess it's off for now. Until we can get our finances in order, at least.

8 comments:

battynurse said...

So sorry. It really sucks that we are all having such a hard time getting pregnant and there are those who are getting pregnant so easily it's not even funny.

Michelle said...

Im so sorry. I know how hard it can hit you. Im having a tought time right now myself. Just dont let it knock you down.

wannabemommies said...

I'm very sorry! I hope this month is better for you!

twondra said...

Awww, sweetie, I'm sooo sorry. I know how hard it can be. Take some time for yourself and be kind to yourself. Do something fun! (((HUGS)))

RainbowMomma said...

Just checking on you to see how you're doing now. I hope you're getting through. It's so hard!

Michelle said...

Thanks for the sweet comment Lora. It is a great song and wow it sure does fit you and Liam perfectly. Im having a hard time lately. This is so rough...

The Milk Maid said...

We miss you- come back to blog land! A

RainbowMomma said...

Where are you? I know you're around here somewhere because I saw a comment from you. Give us a little blog, will you?