Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Do I have to wake up??

Do you ever just have one of those dreams that are soooo good that you wake up, realize you were dreaming, and try your hardest to drift back off so you can dream the dream again?? Yea, that was me this morning? I had one of the BEST dreams I've had in a long, long time! And usually I don't remember much about my dreams, but this morning I remembered every detail!!

...The beginning of the dream was vague, but from where I remember, I being released from the hospital...with my brand new baby boy!!! :) Jay had come to pick me up and we were both freaking out because apparently he was born 6 weeks early and we were NOT prepared, to say the least! We hadn't gotten the crib, bedding, clothes, even a stroller or carseat!!! That's hilarious because when I DO get that BFP, I'm gonna start shopping ASAP!! lol At any rate, they let Jay and I leave the hospital without even checking to see if we had a carseat...so I held my new baby boy in my arms in the backseat and told Jay to take us to Sears! Funny thing that it was Sears because Jay has an interview there tonight for a p/t position!! lol (Maybe that's a sign of what's coming soon!) Anyway, Liam was with Jay's mom and so we called my mom and told her we were shopping at Sears trying to find everything we needed. Well, I couldn't find the right size diapers (hello...Sears doesn't carry them!!), nor could I find a carseat I liked...so I told Jay we needed to go to JC Penny! I guess Babies R Us didn't exist in my dream! So off to Penny's we went. We got there and I was walking through the store breastfeeding my baby! He was perfect...but so tiny! Well, they didn't have much of a variety there, and in the meantime my mom met us there. So I told Jay to find a catalog because they have some beautiful stuff in there. So she went and got one and we were sitting in the furniture dept, me breastfeeding, and looking through the catalog. Suddenly I spotted it...our baby's bedding set....it was ELVIS!!! lol My mom was in Heaven because she loves Elvis and thought it was an excellent idea!! NOT that this will ever happen in real life!!! ELVIS baby bedding??? I'm cracking myself up as I write this! Anyway, so we did end up going to Target and I found the most adorable carseat and stroller. We still hadn't picked out a name because he was so early, so I don't even know what we named him. But as much as I thought I wanted a little girl, since I have Liam, I don't care anymore...I think Liam needs a brother!! It was a great dream, and up until the Elvis bedding, it was so real. I can still see his beautiful little face, peeking out of the blanket and I remember so clearly breastfeeding him.

I hope, I hope, I hope this dream is significant in some way for what our future holds.